1/15/2006
noone but me from URL @ 10:31 PM
tomorrow's a monday! (: im looking forward though i still feel rather detached. or maybe i still am. -apathetic or something. whatever anyways, i have come to the conclusion that my class will go far. all forty of us. 3 ignite! i have yet to know many people personally, but i will. soon. and from the people i already know, they are all nice! energetic and lively. but, i have a feeling it'll all die down. as everything gets tougher, more tiring and weary. like last year, people would enter the class, go straight to their desks and sleep. or desperately copy hw cos they were dead tired yest after cca. or just sit on the chair and stone. as it is, i've got tuition on mon,tues and thurs. maybe i should tell her that i only can afford twice a week. parade on wed, leaving me with only fri to take a break. not forgetting, one day for cip, one and/or more for co night and many to study. sheesh. i feel tired just thinking of it all. how. and i still have that nagging fear at my heart. -the same one of forebording. i still fear. i don't know what, for whom or when, but i do. and it's scary like a time bomb- tick tick tick.
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